Yesterday I wrote that I was “awaiting orders” from God.
Now I sit with my collection of C.S. Lewis books and a cup of tea at the ready.
I don’t know where I will go, but I have a feeling that diving into C.S. Lewis
and revisiting some of what shaped my early faith is a good start.
It’s amazing, I feel as though I’ve woken up from a deep
sleep (perhaps a nightmare is the best way to put it) and now that I’m awake
and rejuvenated it is time to walk. This week off could not have come at a
better time, I’ll get a chance to cook, prepare for the baseball season, and
just sit and reflect which is something I never get to do much of at school. I
pray that God continues to lead me and show me the way before my feet. I have
trusted in Him this far and will continue throughout my life.
It’s exciting and frightening and empowering and… how can
I put it to words other than I feel that the ground beneath my feet is once
again firm and that I once again have found faith, hope, and love. Stay tuned
for more as I continue through the Old Testament and of course the many musings
I will have on C.S. Lewis.
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